Obsessions

is like sex



Simple and complex

Empty Room - Translated

Chapter 1 : The ray that reflected on the earth's surface

You were always there, since I first woke up from the deepest dream.

As time went by, and the world had become more cruel, I was taught to live in this busiest, strangest place

and how to negotiate to survive.

(I want to live)

***

I don't really like to speak. Nothing in this world can really be described in words.

If I never knew what blue is, then the blue sky would mean nothing

What to be said?

(Now you know)

***

Chapter 2 : Metropolis

In the midst of all the noises,

your voice was clearest.

But you were never there, never looked me in the eye

as if my entity was the air

I had tried so many times

I might have reckoned that I know what you mean

while all I heard was the sound of the wind

I have tried too many times

At the end, the only place I could go was in between the noises and the chatters

(And your words slowly faded)

***

Chapter 3 : The forgotten prayer

I have been walking in circle, day by day

By everyone, it was called despair

But when I saw your reflection through the glass

There was no such thing as desperation

(At least I still knew you)

***

Chapter 4 : You and Me - I

The current wouldn't stop rushing

I looked for something to hold on to

Even the closest driftwood seemed so far away

***

The grey smoke curled up and disappeared while it climbed higher the sky

Lured, and made believe that I could forget everything

But when I was cold and forsaken

I saw you gazed down from the night sky

***

Chapter 5 : You and Me - II

I had no more strength to go on

We are all too fragile

So I let myself go, into the abyss of the blackest sea

Along with me, I let the memories of you go

In the last split second

I realized

that I needed you more than anything

***

พายุ

Tell me,

what is wrong, and what is right?

เพราะว่าฉันยินดีที่จะก้าวเข้าไป

 ในใจกลางพายุนั้น

 ทั้งๆ ที่รู้ดีว่าตัวฉัน

 จะถูกฉีกกระชากออกเป็นชิ้นๆ

 .......

(even if it would tear me up into pieces)

(it was my desire)

(to walk into the eye of the storm)